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11:18 pm
[Link] | changed my livejournal
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02:33 pm
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tis me
Hey anybody who just happens to be reading this. I've decided im going to get a new lj because i've grown out of this whole, bubbles thing. Yeah i sill love bubbles and i still ADORE pink but its getting ld this name. I'll fill you in on my new name.
xo always,
jase
Current Mood:  cheerful
Current Music: THe Special Two- Missy Higgins
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03:36 pm
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long time no update
wow...its been like ages since my last update. Ok so i went to the Hilary Duff concert and it was....FUCKEN AWESOME...it was great...it was sooo coool....*smiles from ear to ear* I just bought Hilary Duff's All access pass and The girl can rock dvd today! Also Delta Goodrem's new album too. Lifes great. Too bad my parents are forcing me back to chinese school which is seriously depressing...i hate chinese school with a vengeance...ah wells i wont dwell on something stupid like that.
Till Next Time
xo Jason
Current Mood: content
Current Music: Delta Goodrem- Extroadinary Day
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10:43 pm
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underneathe this smile my world is caving in- hilary duff, Underneathe this Smile
The first week of school is officially over. The first week is always the worst week of school, the only good thing about this first week was it had Jessica's Birthday...HAPPY BIRTHDAY AGAIN! Hilary Duff concert is in 13 days...0oo i cannot wait. Am so Bored!*sticks headphones on and listens to hilary duff*
Beam me up Scottie.
xo Jason
Current Mood:  bored
Current Music: Fly- Hilary Duff
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04:30 am
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you make we wanna la la
its the night before i go back to good old Australia and i am tired, sore and itchy. Great another 9 hour plane trip back. Maybe i can try and sleep on it. *rubs eye and yawns*
Beam me up Scottie.
xo Jason
Current Mood:  Tired, Sore, Itchy
Current Music: Do you Want me- Hilary Duff
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10:00 am
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3 days left...
i have another 2 days in china before bording the plane at the night of the 7th and arrive in the morning of the 8th. *takes a deep breathe* dam im gonna cry when i arrive home...does anyone else cry after they've been on holiday with family? Like you dont do it on purpose but its just that you sometimes get so attached to like your cousins and your auntie that half of you want to stay there but the other half half of you really wants to see your friends again. That really didnt make much sense but has anyone else apart from me ever cried the day they came back from a holiday with family? Last time i went on holiday i went alone but you know stayed at family for like 6 weeks..or was it 8? *shrugs* but when i arrived home everything just felt so weird and i felt so alone and i just cried myself to sleep that night and i was kinda all sad and mopey the next few days. Hope i dont cry this time, wanna have at least some quality time with friends without looking like im half depressed or dead.
xo Jason
note to self-
go shopping right now today to finish your shopping.
Current Mood: complacent
Current Music: Hilary Duff- Fly
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12:38 am
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theres a fine line between pleasure and pain...im mainly in the pain side
My arms are in pain! Argh the muscles hurt so bad. I was wrestling with my cousin, hes really big and muscly and buff cos he goes to the gym, and i was wrestling really hard even though i was losing then he twisted my arm behind my back and my other hand as well. I gave up at that point. Did i mention hes 23? It didnt hurt at all then but now it kills. Ah wells, at least for the rest of the nite i got to play with his muscles. There so nice to touch, there really firm. But then i got a rash from eating crab, which is unusual because im not allergic to it. Probably was a bad crab. So the rash got really itchy and my cousin, his name's Wilson, helped me scratch it while i ate. The food was horrible..im not a big seafood fan. So now i am left with sore muscled arm and a rash that no longer itches but hurts when you touch it. Oh wells...the rash is clearing up and im pretty sure the aching of the muscles will go soon. ok off to bed now, good thing i'll be home in 6 days.
xo Jason
Current Mood:  In Pain
Current Music: Someone's Watching Over Me- Hilary Duff
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02:12 pm
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hilary duff- someones watching over me
Found myself today
Oh I found myself and ran away
Something pulled me back
The voice of reason I forgot I had
All I know is just you're not here to say
What you always used to say
But it's written in the sky tonight
So I won't give up
No I won't break down
Sooner than it seems life turns around
And I will be strong
Even if it all goes wrong
When I'm standing in the dark I'll still believe
Someone's watching over me
Seen that ray of light
And it's shining on my destiny
Shining all the time
And I wont be afraid
To follow everywhere it's taking me
All I know is yesterday is gone
And right now I belong
Took this moment to my dreams
So I won't give up
No I won't break down
Sooner than it seems life turns around
And I will be strong
Even if it all goes wrong
When I'm standing in the dark I'll still believe
Someone's watching over me
It doesn't matter what people say
And it doesn't matter how long it takes
Believe in yourself and you'll fly high
And it only matters how true you are
Be true to yourself and follow your heart
So I won't give up
No I won't break down
Sooner than it seems life turns around
And I will be strong
Even if it all goes wrong
When I'm standing in the dark I'll still believe
That I won't give up
No I won't break down
Sooner than it seems life turns around
And I will be strong
Even when it all goes wrong
When I'm standing in the dark I'll still believe
That someone's watching over
Someone's watching over
Someone's watching over me
Someone's watching over me
Current Mood:  bouncy
Current Music: Hilary Duff- Haters
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03:49 pm
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Hilary Duff- Fly
In a moment
Everything can change
Feel the wind on your shoulder
For a minute
All the world can wait
Let go of your yesterday
Can you feel it can it coming
Can you feel it in your soul
Can you trust this longing
And take control
Fly
Open up the part of you that wants to hide away
You can shine
Forget about the reasons why you can't in life
And start to try
Cuz it's your time
Time to fly
All your worries
Leave them somewhere else
Find a dream you can follow
Reach for something
When there's nothing left
And the world's feeling hollow
Can you feel it coming
Can you feel it in your soul
Can you trust this longing
And take control
Fly
Open up the part of you that wants to hide away
You can shine
Forget about the reasons why you can't in life
And start to try
Cuz its your time
Time to fly
And when your dont and feelin low
Just wanna run away
Trust yourself and don't give up
You know you're better than anyone else
In a moment
Everything can change
Feel the wind on your shoulder
For a minute
All the world can wait
Let go of yesterday
Fly
Open up the part of you that wants to hide away
You can shine
Forget about the reasons why you can't in life
And start to try
Fly
Forget about the reasons why you can't in life
And start to try
Cuz its your time
Time to fly
In a moment
Everything can change
Current Mood: ecstatic
Current Music: Hilary Duff- Fly
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02:45 pm
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ausdrey hepburn
I just watched one of audrey hepburn's movie, i think it was called Funny Face. man she is so pretty and her waist..its so tiny! I can't believe people thought she was fat back then! Off now to watch breakfast at Tiffany's
xo Jason
Current Mood:  blah
Current Music: Hilary Duff
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11:01 am
[Link] | blah blah blah blah its so hot here...
i feel sorry for the people who have to live in hot weather all the time...
theyr all gonna get cancer
Current Mood:  awake
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10:00 pm
[Link] | Wow...i am now in a different country. I've been here...4 days i think and it feels like i've been here for months but we havent....anywho its kinda of boring except that you can go shopping at like 12'o'clock at night. Its good but i miss my friends...i'll go buy a calling card and call them sopme time.
xo jason
Current Mood: amused
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02:04 pm
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a breather
Well at least my friend is no longer mad at me anymore. I explained things to her and she understood that i didnt mean anything. Anyway, school is really really boring...good thing i'm going on holiday on the 20th of September. Can't wait...its like in four days?! I've gotta pack soon..i've already decided what i'm going to wear. Its like summer there and i've decided what im going to wear in the daytime, nighttime and special dinners. But the plane ride is 10 hours...that is like heaps long. but its worth it. Cannot wait.
xo Jason
Current Mood: bored
Current Music: Our Lips are Sealed- Hilary and Haylie Duff
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02:29 pm
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i just suck
I have just fucken done something really bad. I was talking to my friend on msn except it didnt seem like her and after a while i knew it was her so i started insluting her really really bad and was calling her fat and everything and the thing was i didnt even mean any of it but i just wanted to win i just wanted her to admit that it was her typing stuff but i just went waaaay too far with it and now shes really angry at me and she may never ever talk to me ever again and she was one of my bestest friends and now she may never want to be my friend ever agian because some of the things i said to her were beyond mean they were absolutely horrible in fact and i cant believe i even said that shit to her when i didnt mean it and now im stuck in this predicament. So now that i've dug a hole for my self i'll go lie in utnil someone pulls me out. I JUST FUCKEN SUCK! What the hell was wrong with me!? why the hell did i even say that stuff when i KNEW i didnt mean it?! i am such a fucken shithead! what the hell is wrong with me? >cries< i just go toff the phone to them and she is REALLY mad like STEAMING mad and its all my fucken faulti really dont want to lose my friend and i will try and do anything i can to try and repair this. But if this is beyond repair and i have hurt her too much then i will never be able to forgive myself, this is just all my fucken fault. I REALLY FUCKEN SUCK
Jason
Current Mood: depressed
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12:56 pm
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a song for the road
On a Monday I am waiting
Tuesday I am fading
And by Wednesday I can’t sleep
Then the phone rings I hear you
And the darkness is a clear view
Cause you’ve come to rescue me
Fall, with you I fall so fast
I can hardly catch my breath
I hope it lasts
Ohhhh
It seems like I can finally
Rest my head on something real
I like the way that feels
Ohhhh
It’s as if you know me better
Than I ever knew myself
I love how you can tell
All the pieces, pieces, pieces of me
All the pieces, pieces, pieces of me
I am moody and messy
I get restless and it’s senseless
How you never seem to care
When I’m angry you listen
Make me happy it’s your mission
And you won’t stop till I’m there
Fall, sometimes I fall so fast
When I hit that bottom crash
You’re all I have
Ohhhh
It seems like I can finally
Rest my head on something real
I like the way that feels
Ohhhh
It’s as if you know me better
Than I ever knew myself
I love how you can tell
All the pieces, pieces, pieces of me
How do you know?
Everything I’m about to say
Am I that obvious?
And if it’s written on my face
I hope it never goes away
Yea
On a Monday I am waiting
By Tuesday I am fading
Into your arms
So I can breathe
Ohhhh
It seems like I can finally
Rest my head on something real
I like the way that feels
Ohhhh
It’s as if you know me better
Than I ever knew myself
I love how you can tell
Ohhhh
I love how you can tell
Ohhhh
I love how you can tell
All the pieces, pieces, pieces of me
All the pieces, pieces, pieces of me
Current Mood: bored
Current Music: ashlee simpson- Pieces of Me
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11:16 am
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fathers day
Did anyone else but me didnt realise today was fathers day?? I didnt even know it was fathers day till yesterday when i was on the phone to a friend when she told me. Does this make me a bad son? I dont think so, my mother said i was dumb to not realise fathers day...but who really plans ahead for fathers day? I wonder who dubbed today fathers day..and why is there a fathers day and a mothers day but not a kids day or something? Oh wells, no use looking into stupid matters like these.
xo Jason
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12:04 am
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I just read over what i had typed before, how lame can you get? >laughs
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11:42 pm
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the start of my new journal
Wow a 'livejournal'..i guess i should introduce myself. I'm Jason and I'm 14, an aries and am gay. I like to hang out with friends, go to the movies, shopping, listen to music...and the list goes on. I've never had a 'livejournal' before so now that i do i should try and post everyday. Ok, today is Saturday (obviously) and i'm just sitting here in my room typing away on my laptop into a livejournal for the first time ever. I'm wearing >looks down at clothes< a black and white Lonsdale tshirt and a pair of indigo blue jeans with faded and whiskered detailing. I'll update soon.
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